I’m just a simple stay at home mom who homeschools a few kids. We live on a small farm and I help my dear husband run his carpentry business (I do the paperwork and he does the physical work). I like to read, but I don’t have a lot of spare time these days. I love to make our Sabbath meals each week, what joy! I am interested in a natural, holistic and eclectic approach to all areas of life – health, education, matters of the heart, etc. I enjoy our large vegetable garden even though I am fighting through the early years of transforming our clay soil to something more suitable to grow food in. I enjoy working with the animals we raise – beef cattle, sheep, goats, chickens and turkeys. I enjoy music – praise and worship, country, classical, jazz, instrumental, whatever. Mostly I love being home with my family and working to make my G-d, the Creator of the Universe, the center of all I do. My daily goal is to bring Him joy and glory as I live my life and hopefully, I’m able to reflect His majesty to those around me. Oh, could I really be so blessed??
To make a long story short, you can view my testimony (written in December 2005) here. Remember, though, that I have continued to grow since I wrote it.
You can’t steer a ship that doesn’t move, right?
About Our Family
We are the W family. DH is a self-employed carpenter and I am a stay-home-mom. We were both raised in Christian homes and in the past 8 or 9 years we have discovered the definition in life that the Torah brings to the lives of believers. Currently we worship at home as a family on Shabbat with an open door for friends and family to come spend the day with us, as sometimes happens. Sometimes we refer to ourselves as Messianic Believers but a phrase that seems to be better understood is that we are Law Abiding, Hebrew Rooted Believers. Whatever we’d be called we believe that Yeshua (Jesus) is HaShem’s (G-d’s) Messiah spoken of in the Torah (Scriptures). We believe that the fullness of Scripture is relevant and applicable to us today and much of what is called the “Old Testament” is not only applicable today to believers but has not yet been fulfilled. G-d does not change and His desire for how His children should live has not changed either.
Our children:
Yishai is 19 and working at Starbucks. He lives most of the time with his mother in another town but he spends time with us most weekends and holidays. We’re pleased to have him with us. He enjoys acting and loves to be around people. He’s a good boy.
Eliezer is 17 and is in the Running Start program through our local school district. This affords him the ability to graduate from High School with an Associates Degree from the local community college. He plans to get a transfer degree and pursue a degree in engineering at the state University. He raises sheep with Miriam. He is a hard worker, a “steady Eddy” and a no compromise kind of guy with a tender heart and a good sense of humor. I sure enjoy having those “deep thinking” conversations with him!
Miriam is 16, we homeschool both her and Shalom. She has been raising sheep for 8 years now and is a tremendous joy to be around. She is my right hand. She has discovered her wonderful ability for Hebraic dance and is also quite the artist, pianist and has recently discovered a tremendous talent for the violin too. She is full of compassion and has a very tender heart, yet she is strong and unwavering in her faith and actions. She has an incredible understanding of, and memory for, the Scriptures. She is blossoming into an amazing young lady – one who is quite often my own role model.
Sara is 15 and in 9th grade. She also lives with her mother in another town with Yishai. She enjoys Davidic dance but she likes jazz dance, ballet and tap as well. She loves to be a domestic engineer and is looking forward to someday having her own home to run. She is a blessing. She also has a heart of compassion and steadfastness.
Shalom is 13 and homeschooled with Miriam. He is a Cadet in the Civil Air Patrol. Soon he will be participating in the Ground Search and Rescue team and working with the county Sheriff’s department for search & rescue. He loves it! He has quite an amazing talent for music and finds joy in playing the piano. He has discovered he has an artistic talent like Miriam does. Shalom is a boy through and through! It is absolutely encouraging to watch him grow. He is such a blessing. He is a “black and white” kind of guy with strong convictions that he can be very verbal about. He’s a strong young man, a good protector.
Our family is a blended family, all mixed together. We have had our share of significant bumps in the road as one would expect any family or any blended family would have. But we come through to the other side better off for our trials and troubles. We have felt like Job at times and we have regularly felt the flames of the Refiners fire. I can’t say we’ve always handled those experiences in the most honoring ways, but I can say that we grow a lot each time and I pray that our family reflects Him more and more each time. Our marriage has grown stronger and stronger each year since we’ve discovered the grounding of the Torah and have accepted His Torah as a blessing for our own lives.
Hopefully this blog will be yet another record of our families growth both together and toward the Creator of the Universe.
My Testimony, in short
After growing up in a Christian home and having accepted Jesus as my Savior when I was 18, it wasn’t until about 2001 that I found my true foundation. I had struggled for years thinking, and saying out loud, “There has to be more. This really can’t be it, can it?” I have always had an interest in history, particularly ancient history, and trying to reconcile the events in history with the events in Scripture. It didn’t always make sense. I really needed to know why a particular thing was recorded in Scripture, what significance it had that it found it’s way there. I’m the kind of person who needs things to make sense.
Slowly HaShem began to reveal His Torah to me. Ever since I began to follow Him in this way, I have been utterly amazed and thrilled. He showed me that the foundation I had built my faith on was full of holes. That doesn’t mean that Jesus wasn’t really the Savior or that the Bible was wrong. What that means is that I simply didn’t get it. Here I thought that I was feasting on steak when in reality I was still drinking milk and nowhere near ready for solid foods. I was not as mature as I thought I was. He began to show me Who He really is through His Word. And not only that, He began to show me what He wanted and expected from me if I was going to wear His Name and live a life that brings Him joy.
As is common I began this journey before my dear husband did. My being home and teaching the kids afforded me a lot more time to read and search out what I was being shown. He, however, still had to work all the time. A little bit into my journey he decided that we’d read through the Scriptures in a chronological order together as a family every night after dinner. It was through this time that HaShem began to show him the very same things He had been showing me, and new things that my dear husband could teach me. Since this time our marriage has grown by leaps and bounds as have all the relationships within our home. We are truly blessed!!

I was checking out your site, and have saved it for reading in the future. I am learning about all of this info. right now. I just wanted to let you know that the verse at the top is found in Jer. 6:16 not 16:6.
LOL Thanks! I guess that’s what I get for those “fast fingers”. LOL I’ll make the necessary change, and thanks for pointing that out to me!
Blessings
Lisa
Hello Sister,
Just came across your blog as i was looking at Holy Feast days info… enjoyed what I have read and was wondering where you guys are located… which state or city?
We are in AZ you can find out more about us on the web site… I wish I could do a blog also but I had to hire someone to do the web site because I am not quite that good at the computer thing… sure glad you are because you have some great stuff here.
Love and Blessings in Messiah Yeshua,
toni (caretaker of Bashan)
We are in Washington State, not very close to Arizona.
I’m glad that you are enjoying my blog. Keeping a blog is rather easy because the way they (WordPress, for example) have things set up, all you have to know how to do is type and click on pictures and labels.
They make it quite easy. But I understand what you mean because it can seem to be a rather daunting project.
Blessings to you as well ~
Lisa
Peace Lisa,
A very interesting blog you have, and a very interesting spirituality too.
Insha Allah, I’ll be stopping by in the future.
Abdur Rahman
Shalom Abdur Rahman,
My goodness, you have a busy site! I am glad that you have found my blog interesting as I have only been able to spend a minute or two at yours and have found yours to be interesting as well. I will be looking in on your blog in the future as well, L-RD willing.
I believe that we may have more in common than we don’t.
Praise be to the Creator of Heaven and Earth!
It seems like you have had a challenging and rewarding journey so far and I want to thank you for sharing it with us. I know I can really learn a lot and I hope to go through your archives. I really need some inspirational writing to help me along this path now and I am glad to have found your site!
Shalom!
May you be blessed ~
Lisa
Hi great site. i see youve heard the call. were a tOBY family too. check out my blog i just started. hope it encourages. Blessings Tim
Hello Tim, I enjoyed the few minutes I had to spend at your site. I will return as I think you have some great stuff coming there.
This really can’t be it, can it?”
Nope he said “go into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature” You know that part about looking for his lost sheep..he meant that.
I have always had an interest in history, particularly ancient history.
Funny, I have that same interest. Our generation can see things others before us could not see so he puts that interest there for a reason.
Shalom
Which is why I have enjoyed your blog.
I’m grateful that the internet can span the globe and I’m amazed that my blog reaches some amazing places when I look at the stats! Hopefully He uses this little bit of cyber-space to help others as He uses it helps me. It is my desire that my blog brings Him joy.
Hi there,
Just found your site this morning while looking up Feast of Trumpets for my kids. We are here in Washington as well. Very nice to find this site, it caught my eye because of the mention of the ‘ancient paths’. I will continue to visit your site. Keep growing in Him!
Courage
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Courage,
Thank you for your nice comment. I did visit your site as well. May you continue to grow in Him as well!
Blessings ~
Lisa
Shabbat shalom Lisa your Shabbat is coming up mine is nearly over… also Shavua Tov!
Keep up the great writing… it’s nice to know that there are other people out there who share the same thoughts.
Shalom!
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Breyton,
And a belated Shabbat Shalom to you as well. Thank you for your nice comment. You’re right, it is nice to know that we’re not alone. I know that there are many others “out there”, I am more visible only because of my blog. One day we’ll all be joined together and what a blessing that will be!
Blessings to you ~
Lisa
Lisa, I just read some of your “about me” post. I also kept wondering “is this all? isn’t there something deeper?” Then one time I was taking a shower and praying when I ask the Father to burn all of me up until all that was left was of Him. I can’t say I notice an immedate change but over time I have seen His hand in my life and circumstances. And oh the burning in my spirit for more of Him. It increases daily. If I might suggest some reading, there is a site I have found with someone posting that I consider as “One crying in the wilderness”. You might find it interesting and reveiling also. I have. I hope it is okay to share on your site. Just choose the link to prjects and then love.
http://www.laydownlife.net/index_files/Page520.htm
You might want to pray before reading some of these articles. They have caused me to seek His face more.
There is a song we sang at a community I used to live at. Some of it goes like this.:
The time we have is precious
There is no time to waste,
In looking over shoulders,
to see who’ll take our place.
We need to have a vision and not a sense of lack.
We’ll never make decisions,
if we keep on looking back.
I have to apply this to my family, as they either don’t want to know more about Him, or they just don’t care, but I’ve come to the conclusion I must not love them more than Him. He is so much more important than my children, mother, my husband(thank Yahuah I don’t have to give up my DH), but it looks like I might have to give up relationship with my family because of my relationship with Him. So be it. There’ll be a greater reward.
Shalom and thanks for your site.
Yachoved
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Shalom Yachoved,
Don’t be too quick to give up on your family. How can they “see your good works and glorify your Father Who is in heaven” if you distance yourself too much? I know it hurts to be mocked and taken for a fool. Let your light shine before your family and He will give them the opportunity to fan the flames in their own hearts. Be patient with them and love them, because it is by our love that it will be known that we are His followers. A little distance for self-preservation sake might not be a bad idea but don’t cut them out completely, they do still need you.
Thank you for sharing the words to the song and I’ll try to take a look at the link you listed soon.
Blessings ~
Lisa
Hi!
Found your blog site while doing ‘research’ on the Fall Feasts. God has been leading us on quite a path these last few years and the Feasts have been a reacurring question for us. This summer we did away with what we used to do and made the final, no turning back decision to follow God’s Holy Days.
Anyway, I am enjoying reading your blog, it’s been so confirming in many ways. We also live here in WA and are teaching at home (as of this year).
Blessing to you and your family!
Courage
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Shalom Courage ~
I’m glad that you are enjoying the blog. Ours, yours and mine, is an exciting adventure isn’t it?! It is comforting to us as well to know that there are others in our general area who are doing like we are. Thank you for sharing that. Sometimes it’s easy to feel so all alone and isolated.
May you be blessed ~
Lisa
Hi Lisa,
Yes, it is nice to come across another on the journey we are on and realize we are not alone all over again. The path truely is narrow, but, God is faithful to keep us on it and makes it straight for us. So much has been stolen from us and it is awesome to have it revealed and returned! No more compromise!
May the Lord answer you in the day of trouble! May the name of the God of Jacob set you up on high {and defend you}; send you help from the sanctuary and support, refresh, and strengthen you from Zion; remember all your offerings and accept your burnt sacrifice. Selah
May He grant you according to your heart’s desire and fulfill all your plans. Psalm 20.1-4
~Courage
Greetings,
It is interesting the out look you have on the “Old Testament” We have not come to the same place on all the things you mentioned but I know the L-rd keeps changing one thing at a time in us… (we keep wondering what is next).
We are glad to be reading through your blog. Sounds like a very interesting life and family. It is neat to see people following their hearts when they feel led of the L-rd to make a change in their lives. We have been changing too, as we follow after the L-rd. Our families may think we have lost our minds, but for what better reason to lose it and seek the mind of Christ.
It is nice to know another sister who covers.
Shalom,
Anna Wilkinson
http://simplelivingak.wordpress.com/
Hi Lisa,
Came across your blog and found some interesting reading. I was orginially looking for information on Torah-based worship. Some debate has arisen in the circles I am in as to whether or not singing songs that are direct worship to YHWH are to be done corporately or in private. So songs that would state, “I love You, I need You, I praise Your name” etc. would not be songs to sing while in a group. These are only for private times. According to some, Torah-based worship did not involve these type of songs. I can’t find anything to support or disprove this statement. Do you have any insight or knowledge on this? I know David and others offered this type of worship but then I was told David offered these while he was alone in private. Help?
I live in Washington also. Follow Torah to the best of my ability.
One more comment, may I offer the suggestion that you do some deep study on the Names of Yahweh and Yahshua? He says not to bring His Name to nothingness and that it is to be remembered for all generations. We are to bless His Name, swear by His Name and do all things in His Name. The generic title of God or G-d is not His Name. Lord or L-rd is the same title as Baal. Just some food for thought.
Hos 2:16 – 17 “And it shall be, in that day,” declares YHWH , “that you call Me ‘My Husband,’ and no longer call Me ‘My Ba’al.’ “And I shall remove the names of the Ba’als from her mouth, and they shall no more be remembered by their name.
Jer 23:26 – 27 “Till when shall it be in the heart of the prophets? – the prophets of falsehood and prophets of the deceit of their own heart, who try to make My people forget My Name by their dreams which everyone relates to his neighbor, as their fathers forgot My Name for Ba’al.
I have a study on my blog on the names both for Yahweh and Yahshua at http://www.connections-saya.blogspot.com
Blessings and Shalom,
Saya
Shalom Saya –
I haven’t really thought about worship songs being reserved for private use only. It’s something to think about, for sure. However the Psalms were the prayers of the people at the Temple, in public and in private. Some of the Psalms are very personal (speaking in first person).
As for the Name, I understand your position. The reason I use the terms that I do is to show that I worship the G-d of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob as opposed to some other god. Both “G-d” and “L-RD” are titles like Mr or Dr. It’s true that Ba’al is lord, but it’s not a lot different than the title of “Master”. We have wrestled with the name issue here and there but have decidedly come down separate from the Sacred Name movement. See the post I wrote a while back called
G-d and His Reputation.
I do not want to take His Holy Name and make it common (unholy) or be irreverent with it. So in order to keep His Name holy and set apart I choose not to use here at my blog. I choose to use HaShem or G-d or L-RD in order to show what G-d it is that I do follow and to display a sense of unity with my brothers and sisters, some of whom do not follow the Master.
Where in Washington are you? It’s nice to meet a “neighbor”.
Blessings ~
Lisa
I’d be known as your southern sister, down south here in Vancouver, Wa. I’ll read your post on G-d and His Reputation if you read mine on the Name of Yahweh.
I did some study on the whole praise thing, much more to do! But I came to the same conclusion you did. Even in the Synagogues when they read the Psalms they would have sung them corporately and many of the Psalms were very personal. People didn’t have personal hymnals or song books to take home!
Shalom!
Saya
I grew up in your area.
We’re now up on the Canadian border – opposite ends of the western half of the state. LOL Yet still sisters and neighbors.
Blessings to you!
Lisa
Hi Lisa.
Just wanted to let you know that I’m checking out your blogsite. My goodness, you have lots of stuff on here, so I look forward to lots of good reading.
Blessings.
Wanda
You have a wonderful site. Thanks so much for sharing it. My wife and I are celebrating our first Shabbat service at home tonight. Next week will be our first to invite guests. I wandered over to get ideas, and really appreciate you putting them up. We got back to Israel in a week and a half! I’ve been blogging about our pretty amazing last trip here, if you are interested. Thanks again. Shabbat Shalom! wes
Wes,
I hope your first Shabbat at home was full of peace and joy! May your guests feel the presence of HaShem as they spend Shabbat with you this coming week, as well. Let us know how it went and how it goes. We can live vicariously through you in this way.
I hope to be able to read through some of your entries. We have not yet been able to go to Israel. We do want to go, but there are several things that we will require in order to go and the Father hasn’t yet put those things in place for us just yet. In His time we will go if it is His will, it will be perfect. We’re actually hoping to get to go this fall and to work with the ministry HaYovel.
May your Sabbaths be full of peace, joy and blessing. May you continue to seek the Father as you follow His Son, for He will be found.
I found your website during lunch while looking up information on Shavurot, I loved the article.
I was raised as an Israelite (Tamar Israel is my given name) and raised to be kosher and keep Shabbat and the feast days. I found Christianity at age 22 (my ex-husband’s faith) and continued on my merry way, thinking that I had it all figured out, but I could never quite silence the niggling little voice in my head about how something God said should be kept forever (the Sabbath) could be changed in the New Testament without a similarly clear statement. The church I attended began going in a direction that I could not agree with and then one day I decided to type in Messianc Judiasm into my search engine and found a congregation here in my town. It was comforting to be in an assembly much like the early church was, mostly Jews and a few Gentiles. A few months later I found a congregation whose (third generation) Pastor has received the revelation about Shabbat and the Torah teachings in 2006 and lost all but 16 of his members. I now study with his group as well. Every day I find out about more believers who have had the scales taken from their eyes to see what was there all along. One couple has been having a Torah study each Shabbat in their home for 20 years and never knew that there were other fellowships right here in town! Hashem is truly calling his people from the four corners of the earth.
I am so excited and every timeI find someone else on this journey their story is very much the same as mine.
I will continue to read your blog. Your insights are amazing.
Shalom Tamar ~
Your story is incredible! You mean that there is a Messianic Jewish congregation in your area!?! And a pastor who is leading his congregation into Torah? AND a couple who has held studies in their home for 20 years? And you are able to study with these groups? WOW! Baruch HaShem! You are truly blessed!! In our area, we’re not so blessed.
But we’re still blessed.
I’ll enjoy hearing more from you, your thoughts and insights.
May you have a blessed Shavuot!!
Shalom ~
Lisa